I should be ashamed of myself because I didn’t write anything for a month. Maybe I would write more if my english would be better, but it’s also often question for me, that what should I write about. In fact I would be able to write about things, it’s just always a dilemma what I would be able to talk about properly. I think I’m thinking too much...
I spend most of my time on the comissions. Sometimes it’s hard, because the most of them are different. It’s really exciting to draw different themes but It can be exhausting to jump from one subject into the other one.
In December I was able to buy a new tablet (Wacom Intous), plus I changed drawing program (Paint Tool Sai), what are a really big innovation for me. They’re fantastic together and I can be more effective. In the perspective of the comissions, it’s really adventageous. I hope I’m geting closer where my hobby will be my full time job. Honestly, this is my only job yet, but I would like to extend my stuffs. I want to a show lot of things, and I have short and long distance goals as well. In fact, I’m glad I have plans at least. I don’t have high aims, but if I could reach them, it would make me so happy.
I didn’t want to go too far with the planning, so first I want to do only one thing, and that’s to finish the Rayman and the Gate of the Moon comic. It goes really slow, but I decided not to care about the pace. In the last few years I broke off too much thing, and it would be a big step ahead if I could finish it. I’m still only at part 3, and I still want a few more. The main title is linked to the finale tightly. You can see the comic in my gallery. Before you start, I would like to ask, please be gentle. My english is bad, with full of misspellings, but beside these I hope you can enjoy it.
Here’s the newest page.
The reason why I show it in this journal, is that it’s the final version of the style. I want all of the future pages colored, but it depends on my free time. I felt I had to tell this, mainly for those who read the whole thing. But I have to say something else, what I couldn’t formulate before. I wanted a fanart comic, but I know I went too far. It’s incorrect to say it’s a real fanart, because the similarities are really minimal I think. As time passed, the characters turned more and more into my expressive devices, and sticking to the written/unwritten rules of the fanarts blocked my artistic freedom. I’m pleased with the current form. I will accept any critic, because every critic is a good critic if it’s constructive. I really want to get better, but sometimes I fail to see the bad/good sides of my works.
Well, I think I made up for the last few months for not writing any journal, so thanks for the patience.